I lost my wife of 30 years

Downingtown, Pennsylvania

Well, on the 20th of December, I lost my wife of 30 years. I call it 37 since we started dating in high school. The house is empty without her, I was a wreck. 2 days later. I came out to my car, and found a Christmas jar and a book. I’ve been away from church for a long time, but I went back Christmas eve. I miss her….